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2011的结束

2011-12-29T16:12:00.003+08:00

好久没上来了。。。

现在似乎是一年一blog似的。。。哈哈哈

今年过得还蛮不错的。。。有上有下。。。

终于辞了我的工作。。。因为，想和一位朋友合作做生意。。。

可是，事与愿违。。。往往现实和梦想是不可能对比的。。。

因为这样而失去一位好妹妹是一件很可惜的遗憾。。。

可是，我不放弃。。。

我想报读化妆课程。。。但是，都好贵喔。。。

幸好，groupon有卖amber chia 学院的速成班课程。。。

我购买了。。。:)

我老公也蛮疼我的。。。他想我休息，养好身体。预备怀孕。。。

就这样，我就呆在家里无所事事。。。越来越胖了。。:(

不知道是不是习惯了做工，要我呆在家里是在是一种折磨嘞。。。

渐渐的，我又有了想出来工作的念头。。。哈哈哈

可是，我老公就是反对。。。

还好，后来我老公和朋友一起开了一间美发院。。。

我也在那儿帮忙和做我的化妆 :)

不过，我和我老公也经历了一件事情。。。

这事情让我们都很伤心。。。不过，我们也熬过去了。。。

希望，2012 会是一个充满快乐的一年 :)

兔年行大运

2011-02-08T14:35:00.002+08:00

追忆2010

2011-02-08T12:32:00.003+08:00

写了但又忘了po 上网的东西。。。。。

日期：1.1.11

老土一点的说法- 眨一眨眼，一年又过了。由其今年过的特别快。。。

回想一下，今年我倒地做过了什么。。。

· 1月- 10月 – 忙着筹备我的婚礼。东奔西跑的去找我要的东西。。。

· 6月 23日- 终于和查理斯签下了“婚姻证书”成为名符其实的“曾太太”。。。

· 10月17日 - 筹备快1年的婚礼，终于在用不到5小时内完成。不过，那过程是永恒的。。。
我想2010对我来说，是我埋向人生的另一个阶段。。。

在这新的旅程，我必须学会：-

· 和另一个人同住一个屋檐下。。。

· 和另一家人同住一个屋檐下。。。

· 要习惯妈妈不在身边和你谈天说地。。。

· 要习惯另一家人的生活习惯。。。

· 学会去包容和体谅我的另一办。。。

这新的旅程对我来说是一件充满挑战性却又很期待的生活。。。

2011的到来，会是一个怎样的旅程呢。。。？？？

我希望2011的我会更上一层楼。。。

一定要活得更精彩，更丰富。。。

2011年，我祝福大家：

“心想事成，梦想成真，永远快乐无忧“

五，六月份的事

2010-07-13T15:38:00.012+08:00

吾好问我点解甘耐都无来呢到落笔。。。

一个字“懒”咯。。。。

好啦，等我用最简单既手法来update下你地啦。。。

五月

- 提左一封大信封俾老细。。。

- 继续做工，继续吃喝玩乐。。。

- 出席左查理司即表姐结婚晚会。。

六月

- 10号系我最尾一日系工司。。。放工后，同一班较玩得埋既同事去食野饮酒，查理司都有一起来玩。。。

- 12 - 13 号 - 同班死党去左马六甲玩，兼食埋全成至正既mille crepe cake。。。简直系人生一大享受啊。。。！！！

- 14 - 22号 - 疯狂既去找我既杉同埋花。。。

- 23 号 - 我同查理司既人生大事。。。

- 24 - 27 号 - 普吉之游。。。影左好多好靓既结婚相啊。。。但系，以家仲未系时候俾你地睇。。

我念暂时系多啦。。。

我会尽量写多d即啦。。。。

最好的我

2010-05-13T13:56:00.003+08:00

年少轻狂既我。。。
曾经为爱，可以不顾一切。。。
甚至，明知无结果既爱情，都会奋不顾身既去尝试。。。
到最后，跌到损晒伤晒，都会觉得系值得既。。。
以下我想同你地分享既歌词，系一首新歌by房祖名ft龚芝怡 - “最好的我”
我系锺意佢既歌词而唔系个歌星/声。。。
我曾经有过甘既感情。。。
歌词好有feel 。。。
希望你地会锺意啦。。。
(youtube未有佢地既mv,所以同你地分享唔到啦）

最好的我

我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁
有一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後陪你微笑或淚流
我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你最好的我就算只是朋友

還想和你做朋友想念 your big brown eyes
可愛的 lips I wanna kiss
I miss 想一直牽著你的手
但我還年輕心不定又能怎麼辦

Boy 有什麼話開不了
No worries 我只是用腦想過頭
擁有了又想自由自由又想擁有
等待著空逛著有話別保留
他們說颳風的時候你總選擇要一個人顫抖
Guess You'll Never Know
Coz I'll Never Show
為了誰你不自由

我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁有
一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後陪你微笑或淚流
我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你最好的我就算只是朋友

信不過別人把你追走
也信不過自己暫時把你擁有
你低頭喝著酒別只顧喝著酒
做朋友是保護你最壞也是最好的藉口
我明白要你愛是荒謬的要求
我明白有些默契我必須要遵守
只是你眼眸走漏了一種
BABY BABY 想愛不能愛的哀愁

Hey 好久不見重記得你鍾意聽
不如不見記得以前和你分享
我的擔心煩惱還有我的驕傲
但現在我們之間卻變得越來越有禮貌
When we broke up你的朋友一定拍手說好
現在你身邊的他們大概都不喜歡我
但是我還是我我還一樣地活
The reason why 我決定離開
There is Only One Reason Why
Coz I know you deserve better and more
沒了我大家信不過的那個星座
你一定要好好生活別想太多
為什麼我寫了這首歌
只想用心對你說
I love you and I still do I love you now
But It is just in a different way if I may
Hey Be sure I know you used to love me more (appreciate)
But now as a friend
我知道當我離開世界的那一天
你一定會流淚在我的照片前面
and I do the same now coz I watch you man
coz you have always be like my family to me
這不是秘密
但是你身邊仍沒有幾多人知
流過的淚說過的話仍在我心中
雖然已經失去你
以後如果在街上碰到你和你心愛的那個誰
唔好避我會微笑帶禮貌地欣然面對.....

我不在乎你下次回來待多久
But i have to go ( Coz I Love You So )
想給你最好的我就算只是朋友

我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁有
一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後陪你微笑或淚流

我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你最好的我就算只是朋友

草

2010-05-10T21:53:00.003+08:00

所谓：-

好马不吃回头草。。。

但系。。。

窝草可以回头吃。。。

哈哈哈。。。七月我就要吃番呢堆窝草啦。。。

兄弟姐妹们，等我番来啊。。。。。！！！！

狗口长不出象牙

2010-05-04T17:46:00.004+08:00

口水战几时现会停勒。。。

当你用一支手指指住人地既时候，你知唔知其实你有4支手指系篤住自己既勒。。。

我以为人长大，思想同念发都会跟住成长。。。

念唔都你地仲等留系小学既级数。。。真系“欧卖葛”

有无听过风水轮流转啊。。。

人要三衰六旺啊。。。

今日你将人赶尽杀绝，它朝有日人地都会用番同一种手法来对付你地既。。。

有人同我讲过 - 每一个人都有佢既利用价值，你系唔会知佢几时系会帮都你地既。。。

所以，唔好为左d无聊野来搞到大家连朋友都作唔都。。。

你地以为以家系小路哥要泥沙嚒。。。

《不想说明，知想反应》 - 无人之境既歌词

唔肯虚心接受人地批评既人，永远只能活在自己既枷锁里面

输

2010-05-03T01:07:00.003+08:00

我觉得人最悲哀的就系输吾起。。。

当你一有甘既念法，你以经系输到贴地左啦。。。

无谓既争扎只会现得你地更加肉酸。。。

和必为左面子以输左一d对你地有供献既人勒。。。

由其是系你啊。。。系啊我系讲紧你啊。。。

你甘大个人，点解吾识念下既啧。。。

你只会盲目既听d吾“戈利”既人備既意见。。。

甘样只系死路一条啧啊。。。

你醒下啦。。。

善哉，善哉。。。

无人之境陈奕迅

2010-04-30T15:47:00.001+08:00

近排锺意左E-臣呢首歌- 无人之境。。。

觉得个歌词好要feel。。。

你要没试过呢d感情勒。。。

好坦白来讲-我有。。。！！！

我亦好坦白既同你地讲-我几锺意果种感觉。。。

果d唔可以光明正大，但系好刺激既快感。。。

呢d系唔系叫-嗳昧啊？

可能你地会觉得我溅格，人好好点解要玩埋呢的野。。。

但系我可以同你地讲，我系当中领悟到好多野，亦学到好多野。。。

我觉得人要试过，甘先之唔会妄过你后生既光阴。。只少我唔后悔。。。

挑战道德既极限。。。

说话讲番来，以上的感受系我年轻兼年少无知既时候做既。。。

以家，我已经收心养性啦。。。

以经玩唔起呢个游戏啦。。。

好啦。。废话少讲。。。

请享受以下呢首歌同埋歌词啦。。。

无人之境

让理智在叫著冷静冷静

还恃住年少气盛让我对著冲动背著宿命

浑忘自己的姓沉睡的凶猛在苏醒

完全为你现形这个世界最坏罪名叫太易动情但我喜欢这罪名

惊天动地只可惜天地亦无情不敢有风不敢有声这爱情无人证

飞天遁地贪一刻的乐极忘形好想说谎不眨眼睛这爱情无人性

若世界陷进大骗局裏面朋友亦难以发现共你隔著空在秘密通电

挑战道德底线如若早三五年相见

何来内心交战我信与你继续乱缠难再有发展但我想跟你乱缠

惊天动地只可惜天地亦无情不敢有风不敢有声

这爱情无人证飞天遁地贪一刻的乐极忘形好想说谎不眨眼睛似进入无人境

即使间整个约会情调幽暗似地下城还是算温馨

多麼想跟你散步桥上把臂看著风景但是我清醒

月亮总不肯照亮情欲深处那道背影你我像快快乐乐同游在异境

浪漫到一起惹绝症

不想说明只想反应

宫- 我的野蛮王妃

2010-04-20T23:17:00.006+08:00

我也不清楚自己看了多少篇。。。

每一次都被剧情感动到，每一次看完都感觉的到爱的甜酸苦辣。。。

我承认我是一个极度超爱幻想的女孩，常常都想成为片中的女主角。。。

这种幻想也让我更懂得去争取我要的爱情。。。

是好是坏也是见人见自吧。。。

话说回来，我真的很喜欢信和彩静的爱情故事。。。

饰演李信皇太子的韩国演员是 - 朱智勳 주지훈

我好喜欢他那酷酷的表情，超帅的。。。

等待

2010-04-19T16:12:00.002+08:00

等待永远都是很惨酷的。。。

等待的心永远都难以平静。。。

这应该是我们没见面就久的记录吧。。。

我期待你的回来。。。

我想很多朋友都很想念你。。。

宝贝，我好想你噢。。。！！！

疑惑

2010-04-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

又有一个好机会摆在我面前了。。。

理当我应该很开心。。。

可是，我有些疑惑。。。

我的决定心还是定不下来。。。

然而，这是一个接近完美的机会和条件。。。

可是我还是在下不了这个决定。。。

我想有充足的时间来准备我的人身大事。。。

现在的环境是会允许的。。。

为来得环境也是可以，但没那么自由。。。

我好烦啊。。。。！！！！

愚蠢

2010-04-12T11:30:00.003+08:00

愚蠢的行为，只能带给你无法挽回的后果。。。

真的不堪彻想啊。。。

要三思啊。。。

闷

2010-04-09T14:37:00.002+08:00

如果，我连发言的权利也没有的话。。。

那倒不如把我变成一个木偶，永远都不能说话，但永远只能听你的使唤。。。

你说坐就坐，站就站。。。

我不是你的闷气筒，能给你随便发脾气。。。

我也有我的立场，我也有我的言论自由，最重要的是我有我的想法。。。

请尊重我。。。谢谢

新玩具

2010-04-06T20:20:00.004+08:00

总于买了我挣扎很久的一个玩具。。。

让我来正重介绍我的新玩具。。。

它就是。。。萍果电话 Iphone 啦。。。！！！呵呵

虽然是迟了一点才加入Iphone家族。。

不过，迟买好过没买嘛。。。

超开心。。！！！

期待的心情

2010-04-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

以经迈入四月份了。。。

好期待普济岛之游噢。。。

还有两个月就要去拍美美的婚纱照啦。。。

希望我那多于的四公斤和羞羞肉可以很快的减掉。。。

加油，加油，加油。。。

纠纷

2010-03-31T13:20:00.004+08:00

怨气太重了，让人很无力。。

奋斗的精神也逐渐消失了。。

这场纠纷几时才会平息呢。。

好怀念当初的团结和正能量。。

我也感觉很疲惫了。。。

韦琪，回来啦

2010-03-30T00:43:00.004+08:00

哗，太久没来这了。。

有太多消息要说。。。

最重要的还是想和你们说。。。

“我要嫁啦。。。呵呵呵！！！”

又是新的开始

2009-09-01T12:33:00.005+08:00

结束了一个旅程，新的又开始了。。。

希望会是一个美好的开始。。。

E臣 - Moving on Stage 26

2009-08-17T16:04:00.003+08:00

哇~~ e臣既演唱会超正。。。！！！！

真的值回票价。。。！！！

浮夸live版真系超劲。。。！！！

他系一位实力派歌手 - 把声唱live，同听CD系一样gam正。。。！！！

最紧要他都系一位劲搞笑的entertianer。。。！！！

迷上了。。。

2009-08-14T16:22:00.005+08:00

最近，迷上了韩国版的花样男子 - 流星花园。。。

真的比台湾版好看的多了。。。

从没想到韩国男孩是那么的有魅力的。。。

唉，我又掉回了20岁的我，超爱幻想如果我是里面的女孩有多好啊。。。

我特别喜欢“苏伊正”- 饰演这个角色的是 “金范”。。。

他真的超可爱和帅气。。。

这是一部超值得看的韩版连续剧哦。。！！！

xoxo
韦琪

超級生氣

2009-08-06T16:55:00.005+08:00

我好氣好氣噢。。。！！！

永遠都打不贏的戰。。。！！

超討厭。。。媽的。。。！！！

好想好想

2009-07-30T14:49:00.004+08:00

虽然，你不需要我做点什么。。。

可是，我想你知道当你失落，难过和愤怒的时候。。。你还有我在背后抱紧你和给你所有的温暖。。。

你需要什么吗。。？？？

2009-07-30T14:21:00.005+08:00

好想帮的上忙。。。然而，你却不需要。。。

好想帮你减压。。。不过，你说你只需要的是一本好书，红酒和懒洋洋的赖在床上。。。

那究竟我能做什么呢。。。？？？你却和我说你需要我的体谅和谅解。。。

[当你很烦的时候，你不希望我在这时候问你很愚蠢的问题]

[当你很懊脑的时候，你希望我能接受你的懊恼而不对你发脾气]

[当你很忙的时候，你希望我很"醒目" 的不去打扰你]

[你只是需要我相信你所做的一切。。。]

可是，你所要的我一直都有在做啊！！！

然而，为什么我还是觉得不够呢。。。

我还是觉得我还可以做一些什么的。。。

结束。。再开始

2009-07-30T14:00:00.003+08:00

我需要的答案已经有头绪了。。。只需要多一点点的情报，我就可以在从新开始。。。

然而，在从新开始之前必定要有一个结束。。。

结束的时候，必需要有一个完美的交待。。。

通常完美的交待是永远最难做的一件事。。。

这一切不必要的麻烦完全是我的冲动而造成的。。。

唉。。。！！！

我要的是什么

2009-07-20T12:33:00.003+08:00

我到底想要的东西是什么。。。

无忧无碌的环境，还是像现实底头。。。

为什么在这瓶颈期，我什么也想不通呢。。。

可是，人总会向现实底头。。。

必经，现在的社会是需要钱来维持生活的。。。

答案已经在我面前了，只是我到底有没有勇气去把它打开。。。

哎。。。烦，烦，烦。。。！！！

好久不见

2009-07-20T12:21:00.003+08:00

哇。。好久没在这里留言了。。是太忙还是太懒，我也分不清楚了。。。

不过，最近生活上有一点乱七八糟的。。。哎，好烦啊。。。！！

无辜

2009-03-27T11:00:00.002+08:00

无端端被人生气，真的好怨枉。。。本来是好心情也变成坏透了。。。妈的！！！

永远是我不对，看着戏，电话没接是我的错。。。这是什么道理。。！！！

害你没晚餐吃也是我的错。。。永远是我的错。。。

你开心吗！！！因为永远你都是对的。。。

前路茫茫

2009-02-28T16:56:00.002+08:00

前面的路好摸糊。。。我好像走错了方向。。。可惜，找不到回头路。。。我应该如何。。。

难道，真的会有柳暗花明，又一村出现吗。。。？？？

.....

2008-12-22T10:03:00.003+08:00

still recovering from the shocking news yesterday nite... still hoping that it was an april fools joke that u make early this year... but i guess it is not a joke as i can see that u r worried and had loads of things for u to think it thru... i know it is hard for u, in fact very hard becoz there're many barrier for you, for example language, but u know u r a fast learner n i know in just a matter of time u can over come it well.... no matter wat is ur final decision, i will be here to support u .. i dunwan to be the one who make it difficult for u, as u said to me:" this is for our future!!!" ...

I love u...!!!

~迷失方向，lost ~

2008-12-11T16:14:00.005+08:00

最近，我好乱。。好像一只迷途羔羊一的迷失了方向。。。我真的不知道我下一步该怎么办？我越来越觉得这一份工作，不再适合我还是我还不习惯这里工作的环境呢？？我真的不知道。。。总觉得在这间公司很没安全感。。。好怀念以前的公司和同事。。。我还能回去吗？这问题我还不能确定，我还在等着消息。。！！！好希望这槽投的感觉能赶快离开我。。！！！

feels so lost recently... really dunno wat will be my next step or wat will i do.... i started to hate my job very much, i dun feel like i'm capable at all already OR i'm still getting used to this company culture... i reall dunno.. but i hate coming back to this office... people is good here but not the working environment and the system... boss starting to pressure me to go out and search for new clientele (but wat i remember that, when i sign my agreement that time, searching for new client is not part of my job scope but is his. He told me that only after 2 years he will expect me to get new client into this company, but i'm only in this company for 8months) Ok i understand economy now is bad, so everyone is suffering and next year will be worse. The worse part is he wanted me to get client to do TVC.... c'mmon la... company that can afford TVC will be big company and mostly big company are all attached with big international agency... wat do u wanna me to do.. steal account from my previous ex agency... i dun think i can do it... wat type of profile i can present to client that gonna convince them to do TVC with us, NONE... we are strong in BTL but not ATL... and my boss dare to come n tell me he dunwan to me to pitch for BTL becoz if BTL he got plenty of it dy....damn it...!!!! Aaarrgggggghhhhhh... i can't stand it anymore la.....!!!!! i'm waiting for my ex-company to reply me.... they are the one who come back n counter offer me back, when everything goes smoothly and got confirmed, suddenly the economy have to be so bad until my application needs to put on hold till further notice.... f**k man .... i hate this situation n i hate everything right now.....

~ emo V ~

我。。。还好吗？

2008-12-02T14:17:00.003+08:00

好久好久没来这里了。。。好久没有在这里写下我的心情了。。。我。。。还好吗？？？答案是：我很好。。。！！！我觉得我变了，面对感情的事，我会以冷静和成熟的方式去处理。。偶尔的挣执是在所难免，可是我们都学会了如何去处理。。。难到这是证明了我们的感情升华到另一个节段了吗？？？但愿是如此。。。！！

盈

~ Happy Birthday to ME ~

2008-10-16T18:47:00.004+08:00

Although is over, but i have a great birthday this year... Thanks to my baby n all my friends.... I love you guys so much....

xoxo

Yin

~ enough is enough ~

2008-10-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

i think i have reach my limit again... either i'm too stupid and dumb to handle my job or my client is stupid... it seem i can't convey my msg to her and she is trying too hard to show me she knows everything... but is ok, cause i have slowly given up hope... the flexibiliy in this agency is good but the working style suck big time, no system, no resources, lack of man-power and etc.... but is ok, cause i have slowly giving up too... I dun think i'm being an ass complaining because i never excepted that it will be like this... I never tot that i'm goin to deal with so many thing that actually out of my job scope expectation, but the good side of it is i learn new things which help me in the future... But i guess i have to move on to a place i'm more comfortable, even if is dealing with the same shit again but with better resources and man-power... i give my best and chance in this agency but i guess is just not rite...

so ENOUGH is ENOUGH...!!!!

2008-09-29T11:46:00.002+08:00

I've tried my best to change to a better me - lesser drama n stop thinking too much... but have i really change or not... i dunno... but i'm sure i have put alot of effort in it... Although i admit sometimes my "drama" will come out but i'm sure it is less compare to my "drama queen" period....

~ 有口难言 ~

2008-08-27T15:37:00.003+08:00

一个人最辛苦的事就是有口难言，想说的话却说不出来。。。只能把所有的事闷在心里。。。难到，我连发言的权力也没有吗？难到，我连我自己的情绪和想法也不能发表出来吗？难到，我永远都是一个不能把所有的事做好的人吗。。。？？？

~ stay away, 距离 ~

2008-08-14T10:42:00.003+08:00

太多不好的情绪埋常在我心里，我开始乱了，我开始慌了。。。我不能好好去思考。。。我需要冷静，需要空间去好好想一想。。。不要靠近我，我不想把我的情绪和愤怒，爆发在我疼爱和珍惜的人。。。请给我一些时间，我想要和我自己一个人好好谈一谈。。。对不起！！！

too many negative emotion is in me, i'm starting to get out of the way, i'm starting to loose myself... i cannot think properly now... i need to cool down, i need some space for me to think.... please stay away from me, i dunwan to hurt anyone that i care so much for, by me bursting out any unnessacery comment or complaint... i need to be alone, i just wanna talk to myself... i'm so sorry !!!

~ happiness, 快乐 ~

2008-08-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

怎样才算叫快乐 - 是人家给的吗？还是自己争取的？

what happiness - izzit a feeling that someone give it to you ? or, you should go and fight for it?

~ 下一个天亮 = wait until the next sunrise ~

2008-08-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

This is a very nice song from this girl called 郭静 claire.

下一个天亮

用起伏的背影擋住哭泣的心
有些故事不必說給每個人聽
許多眼睛看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見那個自己

用簡單的言語解開超載的心
有些情緒是該說給懂的人聽
你的熱淚比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力更有勇氣

等下一個天亮去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

p/s: I love u

~ i just wanna hold ur hand till de end of time ~

2008-08-11T12:37:00.003+08:00

Never for once:

never for once think that i wanna you to spend all ur time with me

never for once think that i wanna you to change drasticly to suit me

never for once think i wanna stop u from pathing ur way for a better future

never for once think that i just know how to complaint about things i dislike

Please keep in mind:

i'm just a normal human being that has emotion and will blast it out when i can't take it

i will do anything to support whatever u need to do

i will stand behind you, when u turn around u will know tat i will be there waiting for u

i just wanna hold ur hand till the end of time

last but not least - i love u so so much...!!!!

~ Happy 08-08-08 ~

2008-08-08T17:13:00.003+08:00

Dear All,

Wanted to take this opportunity to wsih everyone Happy 08-08-08 day...!!! and remember to go home and watch Beijing Olympic Opening Ceremony ya...!!!!

this is one of my fav pic with Mr. Charles Chen.

Love you all....!!!!!

xoxo
Vicky

~ 七夕 = chinese valentines day ~

2008-08-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

七夕 - this is the day where the chinese legend "ngao long" and "cik lui" meet up once in a year... if i can still remember correctly, they are forced to separate because "cik lui" is a goddess (sin lui) in heaven, whereby "ngao long" is just a normal human-being... anyway it is a very nice story...

would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone happy 七夕(qi si). May all of the people out there have a great day with their loves one, if not enjoy ur day ya...!!!

~ new toy - Panasonic FX-30 ~

2008-07-28T11:44:00.004+08:00

just got my new digital cam last saturday... one of my friend told me tat in low yat there's a camera stock clearence and he got lubang to get cheap digital cam for me... so here is it, my new toy Panasonic FX-30 - although is not the latest version for panasonic model, but is ok :) . I have taken few pic to test on my new cam.

~ trying it without putting on the flash ~

~ normal mode ~

~ little boy - greg ~

~ poser Charles and innocent me ~

~ Handsome Aibo ~

more picture will be post up in de future ... muhahahah

~ like only a women can ~

2008-07-26T11:51:00.005+08:00

really love this song.... nice lyric too.... please listen to it and remember to read the lyric, it it so meaningful.....hahahaha.... so enjoy ya...!!!

Like Only a Women Can by Brian McFadden

I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride
Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times I'm not
She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

hmmm.... cannot post up the youtube, dunno why....

~ 理性与感性~

2008-07-25T15:18:00.002+08:00

很多人都说女人是用水做的。因为，她们给人的感觉是脆弱和不堪一击。。。可是，我认为如果一个女人要坚强起来是不会输给一个男人的。。。在感性与理性之间，我是属于感性的人。很多时候，我败给了我的感性而导致了许多不必要的争吵和问题。想象力丰富的我，也导致了许多不必要的假设性的状况。在感性与理性之间，我必需找到一个平衡点。。。

她问他：“如果，要你从这一班女性朋友里面，拿出她们的优点，然后在拼出一个女朋友。你会怎样拼？”
他说：“我要你的眼，鼻子、嘴巴和面型要和盈的一样。皮肤呢，就要想琪的一样百嫩。然后，内在呢我要她的坚强，而我要盈的包容、谅解、不顾一切的付出和对我那一种不离不舍的精神。”

他是一个很理性的人而我是一个很感性的人。。。然而，在茫茫人海里，他遇见了我，我遇见了他。。。我们的爱情故事就是这样开始了。。。。

~ What men feels.. ~

2008-07-01T14:20:00.002+08:00

got this from *ahem* , anyway just have fun while reading it and leave a comment if u feel like it ok !!!! enjoy.... :)

The Man Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down

Finally , the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear ' the rules '
From the female side.

Now here are the rules from the male side.

These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered '1 '
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..

1. Captain Cook did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colours, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A colour. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We do that

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing,' We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball or

motor sports or tantric sex involving more than 2 females.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape

~ 恍然大悟 / Realize ~

2008-06-19T19:32:00.005+08:00

我刚刚和一位朋友通了个电话, 当我们聊完了我才恍然大悟的明白到我是一个多么戏剧话的人...她跟我说真实人的感情世界是不能拿戏剧或爱情小说的情节来当比较.当她说完这一句话,我好像是给她当头敲了一棒的醒了起来...她说的很对,我很想像爱情小说里的女主角.可是,原来这个可能性是接进0%.因为,真实人的感情世界是充满了许多问题. 因为,我的天真和无知带给了我们的感情世界许多不必要的挣吵. 我想和你说声对不起!!! 在你为你的梦想和未来打拼的时候,我的天真和无知带给了你不必要的烦恼, 对不起宝贝!!! 我明白到我们的感情以经步进了成熟的阶段,甜言蜜语以经不许要表面化了. 内心的关怀和行动上的支持是最重要的.宝贝,我总于明白了....!!!虽然,是有点迟啦.可是,我总于恍然大悟了!!!!

After chatting with my friend, only i notice how naive and childish i can be when it comes to relationship. i guess i have to stop watching all those taiwan series, when they always have a perfect guy that do the rite thing at the rite time. My friend make me realize alot of thing today, and finally i notice all those unnessacery urguement with u, is because of my childish behaviour. i care too much on how u care about me, for example like why didn;t u ask me how's my day at work or even just send me a sms asking how am i, but when u actually show it in other way. i'm too blind to see all this thing tat u have done for me.our relantioship has enter to a different kind of level, whereas i still wanted to stay at the begining stage of our relationship. i know i have created many unnessacery problem for you, while u are now concerntrating on ur career and future, i'm so sorry baby. i always tot tat i'm very understanding and all but it turns out to be i'm de one who's giving u nonsense problem which u dun expect from me and I should be one who to give u the lesser problem as possible. Baby, i finally understant it and i know is quite late for me to understand the thing tat u have been telling me all the while, but well i finally REALIZE..!!!

p.s: I love u

~ 眼泪 ~

2008-06-17T17:25:00.002+08:00

每一个女孩都是个天使, 当她落下第一颗眼泪时, 上帝就收回她的翅膀. 所以世间的男孩都因该知到, 当你眼前的女孩,为你流下第一颗眼泪时, 是表示她为你放弃了整个天堂... 所以, 男孩们啊! 你们一定要懂得珍惜你身边的她..!!!

~ 你好吗? ~

2008-06-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

"你好吗" 是一句简单又贴心的问候. 可是, 要是对的人在对的时候问, 那就会有更好的效果...但是,为什么你就是不会问我呢? 为什么就是你感觉不出来我想你问一问我今天过的好吗?... 为什么,好像只有我一个人每一天会问你过的好吗? 我知道你说过你关心我的方式是不一样, 因为你说你不是个普通的人,可是我真的好想有时候你会变成一个普通的男朋友...我好想我不开心的时候得到你的慰问而不是听到你和我说道理, 我好想在我发脾气的时候你能让一让我而不是你瞪眼看着我.. 我也好想和你说,我也会有无理取闹的时候.可是,我知道你非常讨厌无理取闹的人, 所以我学会尝试去压抑自己的情绪...可是,有时我真的好想放纵一下,你会让我吗?你会体谅我吗? 而你会来看我的部落格吗? 就算你不懂华文,你会尝试去了解吗? 你会想办法去明白我想说的东西吗? 还是,你会感到厌恶我又在部落格写下我想说的感觉... 可是,因该都无所为吧? 因为,你是不会读我的部落格的!!!! 可是,我还是想对你说: p/s, I Love U...

~ 心情好闷 ~

2008-06-13T13:49:00.002+08:00

不知为何, 我的心情突然变的好闷... 以经好久没有这种感觉了... 为何它会忽然来侵袭我呢???? 我不因该会有这样的心情的啊...!!!! 好奇怪...!!! 难到,它是想给我一些预告有些事就要发生了....??? 还是,我的过敏疹又会来了...咳~~~~ 这种心情真槽槁...!!!

~ p.s I Love You ~

2008-06-02T12:24:00.004+08:00

this is the 1st movie that makes me cry like a baby... i cry almost every scene when holly read gerry letter to her... i love this movie... and to my luv...

p/s: I Love You... :)

~ 理所当然 ~

2008-05-28T12:57:00.003+08:00

昨晚和朋友谈天, 忽然聊到关于男女之间的事... 以下是我们的对话:

朋友: 我是不能容忍我的男友在我面前和其它人过度亲热... 就算他们是很要好的朋友,也不能在这麽多人面前当我是透明的... 那是很不尊重我.. 我不能接受...

我: 哈哈... 我以经麻木了.. 这就是他啊.. 改变不了的习惯...不然,你要我这么办....

朋友: 你应该要让他明白, 这是不好受的感觉啊... 给他知道, 这是一种尊重. 他这样做,外面的人会这样看你和他...

我: 唉...他是不会理回人家对他的看发的啦...对他来说, 最重要是我能够了解.. 那就够了...

朋友: 喂... 你的火和脾气到底去了那里... 你以前不是这样子的...

我 : 哈哈.. 我也觉得很奇怪啊... 可能, 是报应吧...

朋友: 可是, 这样讲还是说不过去啦... 难到你不会妒嫉吗??? 你不想要让他知道,你的感受吗?

我: 嫉妒...??? 好久没有了这种感觉... 以经忘了嫉妒是这样的感觉... 或则我是不敢吧...因为太了解他了, 知道他是个这样的男人.所以,以经学会不去做会让他反感的事情... 我会尽量去配合... 哈哈, 我知道我以经变了, 太多人和我说过,我不是以前的丽盈了..可能,爱一个人真的会改变吧.... 或许是我太过爱他了吧...每一个人的牺牲程度都不一样吧..我以经学会不去记交谁爱的比交多谁爱的比交少... 我知想要他过的开心而我不会是他的包袱... 我只是想做那个当他须要一个人来给他依靠和温暖的人... 哈哈.. 你应该很吓到吧.....

朋友: 你好力害, 真佩服你...!!! 你真的是一个"为仔死,为仔亡"的苯女人....

我: 习惯成自然吗...!!!

朋友: 我是怕他以经当成你所做的东西是理所当然的事了....

理所当然 - 他有吗 ? 可能吧!!! 他会珍惜我所做的事情吗? 会吧!!! 那他爱我吗? 爱!!! 可是,爱一个人真的要牺牲和改变的那么多吗? 这我也不知道........ 不如,你来帮我回答吧......

~ 15 simple ways to keep your partner happy ~

2008-05-28T11:23:00.002+08:00

see this write up in the main page of yahoo... what they write is very true... so i decided to post it up here... happy reading ya...

"So you're in a relationship and your partner starts nagging. She tells you that you just don't understand her, and that she really wishes that you would just do more "little things."
It's not the big things that make her happy; it's paying attention to the little details and showing you care that is really meaningful. She doesn't necessarily need lavish gifts -- she needs to know you're thinking about her.

Here are some ideas to get you started doing these "little things" she really wants:

1. Rub her feet instead of asking her if she wants you to rub her feet. Make it look like you want to do it.

2. Make her dinner one night. Don't ask her if she wants you to make dinner. Make her dinner before she gets home.

3. Light a candle so that she arrives home to a nice environment instead of coming home to the glaring lights of the television and other things.

4. Send her a text in the middle of the day telling her "I miss your smile from this morning" or "Last night was amazing!" or "The conversation we had last night was great."

5. Send an eCard in the middle of the day... something cute to remind her how much you really care about her.

6. If she's going on a business trip, offer to drive her to the airport or pick her up to make her life that much easier.

7. Let her have control of the remote control. Don't monopolize it for a change. Just give it to her and let her actually sit there and enjoying watching one of her shows. Then you can share one of her interests by watching it with her.

8. Offer to iron one of her shirts or take her clothes to the dry cleaner.

9. Clean up the bathroom without being asked. Don't just sit there and ignore the mess around the toilet. If you know it drives her crazy to see water splashed all around the sink, dry that area after you use it.

10. If you work out together, enjoy it with her instead of rushing through your own workout and then not letting her workout at the same time.

11. Take a shower together, then wash her hair, scrub her back, and give her a spa treatment. Do this and enjoy it!

12. The next time she gives you a massage, give her a massage the next day. Offer it! Don't just say you'll give her a massage...do it!

13. Surprise her by making plans. Tell her, "We're going out tonight honey." You can even just go out for a drink or dinner somewhere. It's taking the initiative that's important.

14. Decide on and set aside one night a week as date night. Have a date like when you first started dating.

15. Call her in the middle of the day and just say hello. Don't wait for her to call you.

It can be simple to keep her satisfied. It's not necessarily about what you give her financially or what gifts you give her. That's a cop out. It's the little things. The guy who makes the biggest mistake is the one who ignores their significant other then all of a sudden give them an expensive gift to make up for it. That doesn't make up for it at all."

~ My new frenz ~

2008-05-23T16:37:00.006+08:00

is been almost 2 weeks i started my new job... still trying to adapt the culture here... but everything seem to be goin smoothly, so i guess it is a good start for me... working here is very much relaxing in terms of working time, there's no actual or should i say a proper timing to come into the office, beside Suki - our office tai ka jie, who help us to maintain the office from admin to account and she is only 19 this year, but she is very "seng mook" and "jing ling", she will be in de office at 9am. The second person to reached office at 9.30am, would be our art director low - he is a funny guy, very thin and love to drink and also like to "kap lui". Then the 3rd person to be in the office will be me, between 10am - 10.30am. So now u can imagine how relax can it be, somemore can beat the traffic, so wonderful ler... hahaha.. But in term of the working process, it is still very messy. No systems in organizing the job distribution and most of the things that client want is very rush... but i'm slowly working on the system to implement it, hopefully it works...

Anyway yesterday nite is the 1st time i go out to have dinner and drinking session with my new colleague (to celebrate my boss and my copy writer bday).. we had so much of fun in the chinese restourant, the place is having a wedding function and guess what type of music they put..."TECHNO", we were like laughing and there's a aunty/ entertainer sing on the stage (typical chinese wedding), and guess wat she's wearing, a full gold + glitter dress and later she went and change to a full red bra top dress.. we was like WTF and al the song tat she sing is all techno remix version... after the TECHNO dinner, we went to red bar in kota damansara, haih~~ another crappy place, loads of old fart and ugly PR girls entertaining the MALE customer... But wat to do, my bosses like to hang out in this kind of place so have to folllow lo, but if i have a chance to orgazine a nite out, i will definately bring them to see places where full of hot chic muhahahahaha... on another hand, i'm suck a suck drinker, 3 glass and i'm high...luckily charles came and rescue me, but he is high too (he come from No Black Tie event) ... but overall, it was a great nite out and i hope that i have break the ice between all of them...

The Techno Dinner Place

Ben (my Boss) Peace Pose

~ 16 months ~

2008-04-30T10:31:00.003+08:00

Dear you,

Its been 16month we're together, many things happen in between - arguement, break up, back together...we learn from each other, we learn to be more flexible, understanding and our relationship grew more mature and stronger from time to time... i would like to take this opportunity to say Thank You to you, Thanks for:-
o feeding me medicine, when i say something really stupid ;p
o taking care of me
o coming all the way from cheras to take me out for lunch
o holding my hand so tight although we have fall asleep
o making me the special girl in your life
o listening to all my stupid complaint that happen in de office
o supoprting me in many many ways
o your advise whenever i need it
o spending your time with me
o all the small small thing you do for me, although i know you dun like to mention about it but i know it...
o last but not least, thanks for loving me
So i would like to wish us both happy 16 month anniversary, I LOVE YOU...!!!

給我你的愛
Gei Wo Ni De Ai
Give Me Your Love

Artist: TANK

等待　一點一滴　你對我感到安心
Deng dai yi dian yi di ni dui wo gan dao an xin
Wait bit by bit [until] you can feel at ease toward me

感覺　朋友關係　有了新的默契
Gan jue peng you guan xi you le xin de mo qi
Feelings, in regards to friendship, a new silent understanding has developed

便利商店裡　誰也買不到
Bian li shang dian li shei ye mai bu dao
[The things] Inside the convenience store, who can’t afford to buy?

我們最想要的東西　只握在　喜歡的人手上
Wo men zui xiang yao de dong xi zhi wo zai xi huan de ren shou shang
The thing that we want the most is held in the hands of the one we like

給我你的愛　讓我陪著你去未來
Gei wo ni de ai rang wo pei zhe ni qu wei lai
Give me your love, let me walk together with you to see tomorrow [the future]

給我你的愛　手拉著手　不放開
Gei wo ni de ai shou la zhe shou bu fang kai
Give me your love, hands holding hands, never let go

就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸發
Jiu suan yu zhou bao zha hai shui doi zheng fa
Even if the universe explodes, the ocean evaporates

只願你的記憶裡　有我的擁抱
Zhi yuan ni de ji yi li you wo de yong bao
My only wish is that you’ll have my embrace in your memory

我的　最大幸褔　是發現了我愛你
Wo de zui da xing fu shi fa xian le wo ai ni
My greatest joy is to find out that I love you

靈魂　有了意義　
Ling hun you le yi yi
My soul now has meanings

用每一天珍惜
Yong mei yi tian zhen xi
To cherish each day

便利商店裡　誰也買不到
Bian li shang dian li shei ye mai bu dao
[The things] Inside the convenience store, who can’t afford to buy?

我們最想要的東西　只握在　喜歡的人手上
Wo men zui xiang yao de dong xi zhi wo zai xi huan de ren shou shang
The thing that we want the most is held in the hands of the one we like

給我你的愛　讓我陪著你去未來
Gei wo ni de ai rang wo pei zhe ni qu wei lai
Give me your love, let me walk together with you to see tomorrow [the future]

給我你的愛　手拉著手　不放開
Gei wo ni de ai shou la zhe shou bu fang kai
Give me your love, hands holding hands, never let go

就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸發
Jiu suan yu zhou bao zha hai shui doi zheng fa
Even if the universe explodes, the ocean evaporates

只願你的記憶裡　有我的擁抱
Zhi yuan ni de ji yi li you wo de yong bao
My only wish is that you’ll have my embrace in your memory

雨和天空也有　相愛的可能
Yu he tian kong ye you xiang ai de ke neng
The rain and the sky also have the possibility to fall in love

望著妳的微笑　情不自禁
Wang zhe ni de wei xiao qing bu zi jin
Gazing at your smile makes me lose myself

給我你的愛　讓我陪著你去未來
Gei wo ni de ai rang wo pei zhe ni qu wei lai
Give me your love, let me walk together with you to see tomorrow [in this context it means the future]

給我你的愛　手拉著手　不放開
Gei wo ni de ai shou la zhe shou bu fang kai
Give me your love, hands holding hands, never let go

就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸發
Jiu suan yu zhou bao zha hai shui doi zheng fa
Even if the universe explodes, the ocean evaporates

只願你的記憶裡　有我的擁抱
Zhi yuan ni de ji yi li you wo de yong bao
My only wish is that you’ll have my embrace in your memory

~ my weekend ~

2008-04-28T22:46:00.005+08:00

when it comes to friday i will be super excited as becoz weekend is just around the corner and i get to spend more time with you... then i will start planning where we should go and what we should do during weekend, becoz i always wanna have the best time with you, but eventually we will spend the whole morning sleeping until 3something in de afternoon (coz we will go out till very late on friday & saturday nite)... so we will always miss doin things that only can be done in de morning or afternoon such as having dim sum, go coffee shop and have breakfast, go shopping n etc... but come and think about it we actually safe quite a lot of money, staying a home chilling and watch movie or anime (lucky both of us like to watch anime, hehehe)
then only at nite we will go out to have fun ( v r like vampire, only can go out at nite)... some of my fren dun understand how can i take this kind of lifestyle, where just staying at home sleep and watch anime... muhahahha.. but too bad we really enjoy it very much... i guess this is why we can be with each other... muhahahaha...

This is for you my dear:

~ Bonus e-lek ~

2008-04-15T13:25:00.002+08:00

Bonus e-lek = no bonus.... open my office mail today and got a mail from finance stating that bonus is out today and has already bank into the account... me being a happy bunny faster log into maybank2u.com and check the amount... but.... there's no extra $$... then only i found out, because i've resigned dy so i'm not entitle for the bonus... damn sad .... haih~~~ :(

~ Umbrella (Acoustic) ~

2008-04-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

I love this version... i know is abit outdated, but i just love the meaning of the song... so enjoy ya...

You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because

[Chorus]
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining
Oh baby it's raining

~ Finally my letter got accepted ~

2008-04-11T21:20:00.005+08:00

Finally, my lady boss has come to her senses and let me go... Yeah... she finally accept my resignation letter, after being rejected for few hundred times and today is the day she told me to pass her the letter... this issue has been dragged for almost 1 month and finally i'm able to leave leave leave.... hahaha... i'm so happy and i wanna share with everyone and especially you, but i guess for u is nothing much to celebrate, hmmm is ok... i have to deal with it rite... but anyway, my lady boss is so bad that she cursed me that i will be damn bloody fat... SO MEAN LER... hehehe, but still I FINALLY QUIT...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me and my god-father "Ah Low"

~ cry baby ~

2008-02-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

i damn malu today at work... can;t imagine i actually cry becoz of stress and pressure... but suprisingly after crying, i feel more relief and more semangat to work again... maybe this kind of release stress way is suitable for me... i know some might said i'm so weak tat i can't even handle pressure and stress... but just for your information i'm alone here doin at least 3 people job and i'm handling at least 5 clients n the work load for each account is f**king alot okay... i dun have any assistant or senior people to guide me, i do it all ALONE.. so i dun care what people will say about me of not being capable on handling stress or even pressure, but i think that i've done my best and i'm pushing my limit dy... i understand is not easy to survive in this industry but at least be fair to me, no one is superwoman or superman here... everyone have their own limit on doing certain things, at least i know i have a limit, i know i can;t produce more work or good work quality, if the situation continue to be the same... i've hinted my boss few times that i've reach my limit, but she just keep on adding resposibility to me and i know i can;t handle it anymore... so what is my next step..??? continue pushing myself to the edge or just give up and run away...i really dunno, but what i know is there's an agency is interested to talk to me about job opportunity, so i guess there's a new route for my career advancement... hopefully everythinhg goes well...
anyway take care everyone, dun over stress urself like me...

with luv, xoxo
Vicky

update on me

2008-02-18T19:10:00.004+08:00

Few things happen recently, first of all is my work. I've been working all alone for the past one month, no one helping at all just me myself and I handling 1 superheavy work load account and 3 ok work load account, so i guess my boss think tat i'm a superwomen or she thinks that i'm too free in the office, then she decided to add on one more superheavy work load account for me... Yeah~~~~ i'm going to die real soon. At this moment i already have difficulty in breathing, so i guess i'm goin to suffocate very very soon. hmmmm... god please send me a good assistant to help me...!!!!!!
Someone told me recently that i have lower tolerance level and also very short temper...hmmm it actually make me wonder for a while... did i really change without me noticing it... i really dunno.. but what i know is everytime when i tot is a sunny day but in de end it will turn out to be a thunder + heavy rain nite...maybe i'm goin thru a monsoon season but definately i dun mean to hurt anyone close to me, tat's the least i wanna do... so i'm taking this opportunity to apologize to those i have accidentally hurt or cause pain in their heart, i really really dun mean it... Please forgive me.. i know is been a rough ride but i promis u tat it will soon to be over and it will goes back to the normal clear blue sea ok... please gimme sometime to calm the wave...
Last but not least.. i love you guys n my baby too..... take care...

love xoxo
Vicky

~ My Blog ~

2008-01-25T11:44:00.001+08:00

Dear All,

First of all, welcome to my blog. Thanks for dropping by and spend a bit of your precious time to check out what i can write, but dun expect much from me as i'm not a good writer and dun be suprise that there'll be loads of lyrics upload in my blog. I guess that's the way for me to express on my feeling. Oh well, if i'm not in de lazy mood, i definately will post up photo too...hehehe ^_^ ...

Alrite, i guess that's about it for my first entry here.... so take care n see you soon...!!!

Luv,

v i c k y